I feel old and lame

I feel old and lame. The other day I went to several stores. I spent $25 dollars on storage, bath towels, hand towels, sheets for my bed, hangers, and hand soap. All practical things that I will be using. Things that most 19 year olds still living with mommy and daddy do not worry about, meanwhile, these are the things that I think about when doing a shopping list.

In a way, I feel like these things are investments for my future life. Things I will have in my life for several years. However, to be thinking that at 19 feels so weird. I feel like not one of these single thoughts cross the mind of my older sister who is 23 and living at home.

Yeah I'm growing up and I didn't even know it.

P.S. I got me some rain boots the other day, because everyone in CS knows that they are a must. However since I have gotten them it hasn't rained. I also want it to get colder so that I can sport all my cute sweaters and scarves. Neither is happening. I'm beginning to think Mother Nature is against me.